there’s a meeting, there’s a farewell

another day to spend on

so the girl was supporting herself to not crying..she hear all the lies, all the bad words, all things that her parents talk to each other..

“You fuckin moron bitch, do you know that without me you are no one? you stupid!!”

“What do you say you stupid silly gay??! Are you think without me, you could afford all things that you get it this house??”

Slap! the man slap the woman, and the woman begin to cries..

The girl know it, that all things that they have is all from her mom’s hard work,her mother is work a holic and make her job is her priority number 1. But when her mother know that her father get another girl outside, she got furious and really angry, she want to divroced, but can’t! the father don’t want to divorced, cause he know that if he divorced, he won’t get anything and become poor.

she doesn’t ever think her parents too far. She happy with her thought and memories when she was children, where they still haven’t this rich yet and they live very happy.  that day, she is walking along the street and taking a deep breathe, but suddenly, she got a cough,  because a motorbike run into her and leave her a bunch of smoke full of carbon dioxside . “thanks moron” say her inside of her heart. “this world are really sucks. i don’t think God can help this world to become better or not, since the people doesn’t want to change and keep thinking that they are the best!”

feel the rain on your skin..only you can let it in, no one else..*

her phone ringing, she’s lazy to accept it, but she accept the call

“yes?”

“where are you now?”

“i’m on the way to home dad, why you asking me such question?”

“go to mount hospital now. your mother is in the icu. she’s poisoned”

“what?!”

So the girl ran, take a cab, and soon go to the hospital, there, she found her father sit in front of the icu room

“what’s happen?”

“your mom just left…”

“What?? how come??”

“i don’t know,the doctor said that she got poisoned”

“but it’s….”

“shut up!” yell the daddy

So the girl’s heart become more break, she’s hurted. eventhough she hate her family, she love her own mother. She hate her dad . at the funeral,her dad is crying like a baby and speak aloud how he love her dramatically. But after everyone goes, her dad is laughing very loud and go with his new girlfriend at night. She hate him like hell .  she know, her dad must be really happy now…

27 April – 11:35

“what? i don’t get even a penny?”

“i’m so sorry sir, but in this  letter  Miss Sophia said you don’t get even a penny from her royalty . and all of her house, industries, and all that she have is given to her daughter which is yourdaughther, but you can’t use it or take it even  1 penny”

” but my daughther is too small!!!”

“yes sir, that’s why all of these money will placed in the bank until your daughter is 18 year old and you only can use the money until she is 18 year old . but you should know, that you only can used 1o% from the total amount”

“what?”

“sorry sir, i’m busy now, now you already understand, could you…” said the lawyer while he pointed at the door.

the girl hear all of that stuff and shocked. she have all those money? she know that her mother is rich but.. it’s so much man! in the on the way to home, her father is yelling at everyone, press the horn like hell, etc. She sick of it but she control it, she close her eyes and try to sleep.  while she’s trying to sleep, her father look at her with a pair of his narrow eyes.

to be continued

* : natasha bedingfield-unwritten

the beggining

so let me tell you a story .

this story started in a small house with a little girl inside . so this girl never have anyone to tell about her story and her life . she is a tough girl . but no one know that she’s crying deeply inside of her heart. sucks right? This girl have 2 sisters and a parents, and finally a dog.

For her, the one who can understand her is her dog, after all. but wait! there’s one person who understand her too much,and she love that person so much. but no! now the person already left her alone. she did cried, until today, she cry, she threw up all of her stuff . her heart is breaking, it’s break into a little pieces of mirror. she cry and cry like a wolf’s mother lost her child. she cry like a children can’t afford their cookies . Sure, she have a bestfriends, but she can’t share her own life with them, it just, she is introvert . her bestfriend never know a about her problems, she smiling with them, she laugh, she spend her time and her soul for them, but they don’t know, inside a smile always have a damage inside.

So today, she just got headache. she got a fight with her parents and that person, who i told you on the above paragraph is having another person to stayed in their heart. now, she just want to moved from this life and she just want to cry alone, keep asking God why this all must be happen, weird right? she doesn’t understand, why she must feeling all this thing in her world. can somebody tell her? So she go and talk a walk for a while, and her eyes meet a pair of eyes that make her heart crying. like someone crash it, she saw a dog. An ugly dog, but it was with it’s family, the puppies is with their mom, and playing. isn’t cute? She smile, and her tears falling down . . when she notice it she feel it. she feel that she’s alone. she never have the feeling called “HAPPINES”

when she got home, she heard her parents is arguing, again…she want to sleep, forgetting about anything but she can’t. she bite her cloth, she bite her pillow, she screaming, she.. hopeless..but before she can get her emosion down, her door knocked. Her father called her name outside and speak a lot of rude words . She go to the living room and found the room messed up. She can’t find where is her mother and thought her mother already go to the fitness stuff. Her father tell her that why she should to be a woman, why she should life? why she couldn’t get a higher score and a better face to see? The girl just shut up her mouth and bite her lips. she supporting herself, and tried to not crying…

to be continued.

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